congrats universe
- trouble arise -
(2001-04-22, 8:07 p.m.)
so far in my 15 years of life... hmm... let's be more accurate. 15 years, 4 months and 5 days... ok, i suck in maths maybe my calculation is wrong. enough of my maths.

lately, a loved one, created some trouble in the family. everyone was disraught. my parents were distressed. i was feeling miserable.

he hates being in the family. does not associate himself with the family, saying that he doesn't belong in the family.

i felt awful.

how dare he compare us, his family with his friends! he thinks his friends are everything to him. his life depends on them.

let me tell him something, if he ever read this diary entry.

will his friend help him in time of crisis?

NOT!

will his friend be with him when he's in trouble and he needed someone to help him get over the crisis, give him moral support?

NOT!

is his friends the ones who provide him a shelter over his head and provide him food and money and all the luxuries that he now possess?

NOT!

when his friend gets in trouble, he'll be honoured to help them but when he's in trouble everyone turn their backs on him. yet, he still think they're everything to him... is he blind or too indulge in his own superficial world?