it's a normal thing to take things for granted. it's human nature. i must agree, human won't be able to live without making mistakes, without regretting what they have just done or without taking things for granted.

i will remember this forever. i have always take things for granted. i loved that special someone so much, then, i realised that i've let the others down. i loved the others more without realising it, i was about to lose the one thing i love in my life.

when i lost him, i was devastated. i kept pondering. kept asking questions that i know won't be answered. if i want the answers, i have to find it myself.

eventually, i did.

words could not explain the torment that i've undergo. i was depressed. it took months to swallow my depression and finally, my little brain started working again.

i now understand why people regret when they took things for granted. in the end, they suffered. we, the people who had undergo this pain, wants to voice out to the rest. to reach to the rest of you people. (i'm not trying to preach or anything.)

don't ever take things for granted.