have you ever wanted to scream out loud to the person next to you, "did you hear anything that i've just said?", when they're not listening to you?

many a times i find myself trying to calm down, holding tight to the chair i'm sitting on, inhaling deeply; just to avoid hurting myself or the person nearest to me. for i swear that when i'm angry i can feel the fury and any time i can yank out hair. mine or the person beside me.

why i act this way?

ignorance. i hate it when people ignore me. don't all of us hate being ignored? when i'm talking or trying to put across my thoughts they just turn they heads away. their ears curling, closing the earholes.

why can't they say, no comments or something rather than shutting the talker away. it's plain rude. to me at least.

if they're annoyed, just say so. i'd rather be told that i'm a nuisance than being ignore flat on the face.