have you ever witness someone close to you crumble? your loved one crumbling into pieces. all torn. everything destroyed. there is no certain explaination to what cause it. seeking for it won't help. least, that's what i think.

they say change is good. i think its for the better and worse. at times,no change is bad. however,the process of changing can lead to troubles. unsolved problems. unfathomable state of mind. while trying hard to decipher what's happening,the change slowly accelarates.

i don't know what to do. i feel so helpless. useless.