my head hurts terribly. i massage my scalp to ease the pain. it doesn't help that much. i feel like yanking my hair off. i want it off my head. i want my head to be barren so i don't have to feel the pain no more. i am weak. i can't contain the pain. me; someone who declared, she who feeds on people's agony, can't even get through her own pain. i'm a coward. a pretentious being. i try hard to appear strong and brave. however, i falter at the slightest pain. alas, i'm but a normal human being. whom seeks solace in love. who breathe the same air as each and everyone of you. i shall try to curb my arrogance. but for the time being, i want this damn headache to subside. cease from my brain cells. i can't take it anymore.