i'm feeling rather down and the reason for it is so superficial i can't believe i feel this way. it's ridiculous but this heart aches. i feel numb. almost lifeless in a body full of motion. sometimes i question my existence. not that i don't enjoy being alive. i embrace every aspects of life. living. breathing this air. moving. thinking. communication. the myriad of feelings and emotions. are those the reasons? or are there much deeper factors why we are here?

it was just a moment ago when i ask myself another question.

is this world safe anymore?