congrats universe
ambiguity: to doubt the earnestness is someone
(2003-05-13, 6:46 p.m.)
i came to a realisation that i loathe the idea of vagueness. especially in thoughts. i can't stand the fact that people can be unappreciative and possesses lack of passion in things.

i must point out that i'm a very passionate person(my views might be somewhat bias) and is some sort of an extremist with my opinions and feelings. so, sue me.

the idea of someone proclaiming endlessly that they like doing this, love seeing that irks me if it doesn't mean anything. it's like more form than substance. why say? it only defeats the purpose.

my friend once said, 'you can never take things seriously'. uptight, no. rigid, no. passionate, yes. i believe in taking a stand on everything and anything that you say. a firm one, that is. you just don't say something cause you want to or it sounds nice. you say it and you mean it. you don't go around yapping things that you don't really care about but you just feel like sharing it with others.

earnestness. that's the key to this hullabaloo that i'm creating. i just want to justify the point that i made. we need to substantiate what we say.

example, 'i like ewan mcgregor cause he's so cute in moulin rouge. and he's such a romantic. yadda. yadda. yadda.'

mine will probably be, 'i adore ewan mcgregor cause he's a very talented actor. first time i saw him was in shallow grave and was blown away. i don't really like the fact that he's going mainstream doing movies such as moulin rouge and down with love but he's still my favourite actor. i also like the fact that he's comfortable with nudity cause i am too. in a certain extent.'

get it?