when you're feeling down, when someone makes you angry, when you feel totally hopeless, when you don't know the answers to the questions, when you don't think you can handle it anymore.

scenarios that might trigger the desire to disappear. can you imagine this; you close your eyes, think of disappearing, you see darkness and then poof. you're gone. temporarily, that is. just to get away from things.

it's not necessarily running away from your problems. you still need to deal with them no doubt. you just need time to think fo nothing. be nowhere. just exist somewhere, nowhere this earth. you breathe, you live but you're alone. you don't have to think of anything. just relax for a few seconds and it may as well help ease your mind.

yes, you guess it right, i'm an extreme case of an escapist.