it always upsets me if my mind start wondering. about stuff. any kind. for example where would i be 10 years down the road? what will happen to me? what about my family? my friends? my cats? everything.

i like to try and cast a prediction what life would be for me. to no avail. i'm not a fortune teller. i can't see the future as much as i want to.

i guess i just have to wait and see. how long more? i was never a patient person. i'm used to having things as and when i want them. i sound like a spoilt brat. it's just that i can't stand waiting and not knowing. that's me. i know some of you might disagree. it's the wait that makes it worthwhile. but no, we ain't got time. life is too short.

so, tell me what's going to happen with me. then, i'll be able to make full use of what's left of my life.