whatever happened to 2005? i wasn't here for a very long time. maybe because coming back here reminds me so much of me. the old me. the miserable, pessimistic previous me. so awful.

i'm now a new person. i've changed a great deal over the years. i'm 20 now. not so old to some but old enough for now.

it's so much easier to be happy. so much better to have a smile on the face then frown. i can't get rid of those lines on my forehead. after all that scowling. least i'm chirpy-er nowadays!

there's so many reasons to be happy. being angry and bitter about things are wasted emotions. no point in doing so. we don't really get anything from it. think about it. what form of satisfaction will you get if you get angry and affect those around you? misery.

i'm a more contented person right now. at the moment i don't ask for much. just love. loved ones. loving. to be loved.